Today was really tough for me emotionally. I am not going into details at all, but I have definitely had better days. On my way home from work today I decided that I would bite the bullet and tell my husband and I am Muslim. After I picked up my daughter from day care I called him and went by his work to see him. He came out to meet me and I told him that I'd left Christianity and had reverted to Islam back in July. He was shocked to say the least and said we would talk about it when he got home. We'll see how things go when he comes home tonight. It will be late but that's okay.
May Allah grant me the wisdom to educate Nick about Islam and show him that my decision to become Muslim did not make me a bad person. And may He bring healing to me. I am rather ill today. I haven't been able to eat. I am nauseated. I feel like throwing up but there's nothing in my stomach to expunge. My head is throbbing. I need some good rest. I know my feeling of being ill is emotional and not pathological. I hope to be feeling better tomorrow.
Insha'Allah tonight will go well. I look forward to posting tomorrow about the events that will transpire in a couple of hours.